21 days

so... yes. i did the un-think-able. i wore a real bikini top with my big huge belly....and then put it up on my blog...

to be honest? i'm really not all that ashamed of it as i though i would be.

i mean, i'm freaking 37 weeks pregnant...about to have a human come out of my insides in about 2 weeks [if not sooner]

and other than some really ugly looking features, like those thighs right there getting smooshed by a belly, or my ever growing swollen feets..


i feel great, i'm health wise okay, and i don't look THAT horrible.--i mean i'm a girl, so there are things i'm like ew Jackie why'd you put this picture up? but to be straight honest with everyone, i'm in LOVE with how my boobs look in this one...aren't they something random?!? goodness pregnancy boobs are so weird...

uhm.... baby news?

none. braxton/real contractions? yes. in the pool? yes. son liking the sun in his face? no. kicking fits happend like non-other. did i get sunburned? oh boy did i! even with me putting on sunscreen like a....well actually just me putting it on was a champion move within it's self....and the fact that i did it twice? well....makes that one girl who left her shoes in a fire seem like a distant person.........and yet i'm still the same chick who pushes the dryer button with no clothes in it atleast twice a week......

pregnancy brain hasn't been kind to me....

uhmmm...
this being on "watch" thing is weird.

everyone telling me how to make babies come out into the world faster is weird, i'm sort of on the "i'm gonna let him take his own sweet time" boat......but then i also want to be done with this because i'm impatient...

soooooooooooooooooooo

this sounds like every other post i've ever had this whole week...lame.

sorry.

hope everyone is having a good bbq weekend...because im pretty much in love with it